Post by rubberbandcar on Sept 5, 2008 19:59:45 GMT
Hopeless hours I have wandered just to feel your presence yet when you walk by my mind fills with every thought of you with every dark secret inside my mouth clamps itself tight and nothing but static comes out
I entered the science fair to reveal my heart to you to get close to you while the chance remains I created a car of rubber-bands that would seek and stop just short of you instead I lay naked at your feet when I found it destroyed
If we could just talk we could chase rats together or fly kites in the rain we could make a slip and slide dance through the thunder and take over the world
For countless weeks after falling for your dearest abomination I've been staring out to the sky waiting for the storm's signs just to see your face the way it was meant to be.
If only we could be together If only we could look into each others eyes when it doesn't rain I'd show you what's real what's real inside your heart
Was it a mercy killing, self defense, or was she just hungry?
I think Gamma wanted a fur coat. Work with what you got eh Zimmy?
If you're to love anything,it will be soft, tender and open to being flayed by disappointment, betrayal, loss. If you want to make sure it stays intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal, so lock it away. But in that casket- safe, dark- it will change. . It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable and useless.